- Do you dream about Matt? - Sometimes.
- Why? - 'Cause I don't anymore.
- Hi, I'm Nina. - Oh, hi.
Matt meant so much to all of us.
I don't think us hanging out is a good idea.
Why can't you just... just be my friend?
Leigh, I think I'm in love with you.
♪ ♪
You okay?
Yeah.
- You? - Yeah.
Um...
Leaving?
Do you want me to go?
You're getting dressed.
I just felt weird being naked.
Yeah, me, too.
Okay.
What is this? A one-time thing or...
I... is that what you want it to be?
This all just happened and I'm trying to figure it out.
But I don't want you to feel...
Like, if... if you want to pretend this never happened...
- Well, I... I know I... - I should feel bad.
I mean, I know that's how I should... feel.
Do you?
This is the best I've felt in a really long time.
I think we're allowed to feel good.
Are we?
If you want to stay tonight...
I don't know how I could sleep right now.
You hungry?
I was gonna say help yourself, but I think all I have
is an expired yogurt and a thing of hummus.
We could go out.
- What if someone sees us? - We're allowed to hang out.
At 2:00 in the morning?
Yeah.
How much gas do you have in your car?
♪ ♪
Matt!
♪ ♪
We're here.
Where are we?
Uh, Redlands was about 20 miles ago?
But honestly I don't know where we are,
but the gas light came on, so...
Are you okay?
- Yeah. - Yeah.
- Oh, hi. - Hi.
Checking in.
Thanks. Come on.
- It's gonna be fun. - Fun.
98 Degrees is playing.
- No, Leigh, no. - We're not seeing 98 Degrees.
That's not how this is gonna work.
How is this gonna work?
We're gonna gamble, we're gonna drink,
and we'll do other stuff.
You mean sex, right?
Oh, you go.
♪ ♪
Move your hand here.
Yeah.
Bite me.
Softer.
♪ ♪
Get in the game.
Nope, I like my money, but you can go ahead
and throw yours away.
- That's $500. - Yeah.
You know that this is rigged, right?
- You don't feel it? - There's something in the air.
Yeah, that's the oxygen that casinos pump in
so that you stay awake and keep gambling your money away.
I got this one.
I've never felt like the universe
was more on my side than in this moment.
Trust me.
♪ ♪
The gentleman doubles down.
- Stop. - You'll get it.
You'll get it.
Dealer busts.
- Oh! - Oh, my God, Danny, you won!
Oh, my God!
- Mm. I have an idea. - Hit me.
I point to someone and you tell me
their deepest, darkest secret.
- All right. - Mm-hmm.
Who's the first victim?
His name is Mark.
And he jerks and drives.
Who doesn't?
- Okay. - Yeah, another one.
This young man.
Henry, uh, lied about having cancer
so people would donate to his GoFundMe.
Why?
He really wanted that Model X,
and when everyone found out,
he had to move to a different state
and change his name.
And now he actually has cancer.
Damn.
Okay, your turn.
♪ ♪
The curls.
Mmm, she was a total sociopath in the 5th grade.
What happened?
Well, for context, in 4th grade...
She desperately wanted a Furby for Christmas.
Those things were creepy as hell.
Yeah, well, she was devastated
when she didn't get one,
and the 5th grade rolled around
and her dad got remarried
and her mom was always at work
and she was just so angry,
and she took it out on everyone,
and that Christmas her sister got a Furby
because her sister got everything she asked for,
and it just killed this girl.
So one day, she took her sister's Furby,
put it in her backpack, brought it to school,
threw it in a dumpster.
Her sister cried for a week straight.
Did she ever tell her sister what she did?
No, it would be a deepest, darkest secret if she did.
♪ ♪
Real talk... I thought you'd be a lot worse at clubs.
- I know. - Dang.
I'm almost good at clubs.
- Oh, we didn't order that. - We did.
We're celebrating our anniversary.
- Oh, congratulations! - 30 years.
How long have you been together?
Not long.
How did you meet?
We were introduced at a party.
- I hated him at first. - I hated you.
Right, which I knew,
because every time I tried to talk to you,
- you'd walk away mid-sentence. - It was a joke.
No it wasn't.
Well, the two of you look beautiful together.
Thank you.
You remind me of us when we first found each other,
and here we are all these years later.
Here's to things that were meant to be.
♪ ♪
Um, I need to go.
Sorry.
Excuse us.
♪ ♪
Hey, will you just talk to me?
We reminded them of each other.
So?
So is this supposed to go on when we get home?
Is this supposed to last 30 years?
- Leigh, come on. - I just... I don't...
I don't know what this is.
It's whatever we want.
Okay, but what... what are people gonna think?
What's between us is between us.
So... so if... if this was meant to be,
then that means... what?
That means that Matt was meant to die
- so that we could be together? - No, of course not.
I mean, 'cause I'm... I'm thinking about him
and are you thinking about him?
I'm here with you.
I'm here with you, too,
but I'm still thinking about him.
- Have you been... - this whole time?
- I mean, not every minute. - When?
I don't know.
When we first got to the room?
No.
When we had sex?
Okay, you're drunk.
So was that you wanting me to do the stuff
- that you and Matt did? - Danny, stop.
Because I can't have that,
and if you're trying to make me, Leigh,
- that's messed up. - I wasn't doing that.
You just said that you can't stop thinking about him.
I met Matt right out of college.
I... I can't help that most of what I like
is what I did with him.
I promise, Danny,
I wasn't trying to make you do anything.
I think about him, too.
Look...
If we're gonna keep doing this, you have to be with me.
- I am. - Just me.
Matt's not here.
We are.
I mean, I do wanna be with you.
- Okay. - Okay.
Um...
- Why don't you get some sleep? - Mm-mmm.
You haven't slept in forever.
I don't care.
Tell me what you want.
Can't believe they're making us chaperone that dance.
I'm kinda into it.
Why would you choose to return
to that heart of darkness that is a sweaty high school gym
blasting whatever kids are grinding to these days?
Wow.
So, what, you've always hated dances?
Well, you know, what's to like, right?
Oh, my gosh.
What?
- You can't dance, can you? - That's not the point.
- That's what it is. - All right, fine.
- That is so sad. - That's my brand.
I... I gotta get out of this.
You should've seen me at my school dances 'cause...
What do you mean?
- I thought you liked dances. - Yeah, I did.
Dances did not like me.
- Oh-ho no! - No.
Never had a date. Even went to prom solo.
I mean, I was just still waiting on the glow up.
- Yeah, okay. - Pics or it didn't happen.
- Oh, come on. - Yep.
Ooh.
No, what?
No, you have nothing to cringe about.
Look, check... Please.
- Check this. - My mom... my mom sent me this.
This is hard to part with.
Let's see, let's see, let's see.
Ah!
List... you grew into your ears. Look at that.
Oh!
- Thanks. - No, no, no!
Okay, look.
You were totally my type back then.
Oh, what?
You probably would have broken my heart.
Yeah, no, you could have had me easy.
♪ ♪
Posters.
Gotta get these posters up.
Not gonna hang themselves.
♪ ♪
Sometimes we're not gonna agree.
That's fine.
Hey, should we have busted Teddy?
He reeked of booze.
- No, no. - I heard Eli just dumped him.
You can't kick him while he's down.
I told you we should have chaperoned that thing.
Don't even.
You had a good time. I saw you.
Yeah, I did.
I did, too, which is crazy considering
that was the worst DJ on the face of the planet.
Like, I just wanted to run over there and help him out.
Okay.
What do you mean, okay?
I mean, do you really think
you would have been that much help?
Hmm.
Well...
Oh, yes!
Come on, DJ Greer!
♪ ♪
Ooh, I love this song.
Huh, weird.
All right, you got it.
♪ ♪
So, wait, you're not gonna dance?
- Well, I can't. - All right, fine, whatever.
You do you, but this is my song.
No way you're gonna put this on and tell me not to move.
♪ ♪
Okay! There you go.
♪ ♪
- You don't have to say that. - No, no, no, you're good.
- You're good. - Oh...
Just nod your head.
- Okay. - Just have fun.
♪ ♪
There's this woman at work.
And we're...
Last night...
Nothing happened.
I swear, nothing.
But I think maybe I wanted it to.
Please say something.
What about Leigh?
I love Leigh, but I...
I can't stop thinking about Nina and I.
At first I thought it was just a stupid crush,
but it's not. It's...
♪ ♪
I can't get over how real this dream felt.
Drew is gonna publish a dream I had about Matt
on our... on our trip.
- I met someone. - That's great.
What's this about then, Leigh?
You don't have to be... about Matt
to feel okay about being with me.
I'm being this way about Matt because he was...
When you marry someone, you don't actually know.
You're just taking your best guess.
That doesn't mean you should seriously
think about throwing your marriage away.